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you don't know what its like.
if you would just..
maybe i won't feel what i am feeling now.
this ain't a nice feeling.
but I still want you to tell.

tiger rocks.

I really can't think of anything to blog right now, but since I'm a bored person, I shall stay here and crap while waiting for my mom to finish using the phone-.-haha!

Ohman. It was our, the sec3s, last training with Miss Puva..:X And it only just hit me a couple of hours ago that we ain't gonna see her again in SCGS :S Come to think of it, she was actually a very nice person, maybe a little unreasonable last time, but it kind of got better? Yet she still chose to leave..WHYYYY. Our new coach's some new coach from PLMGS I heard? Ohwell.

Anyway, yeah our training was rather short today, and poor me didn't get to play in most of the games because of my stupid ankle that stupidly had to get itself injured-.- Ughhhh.

I don't know why, but somehow I''d rather either self-train or stick with Miss Puva? I don't know..

Pearlyn is gonna be on hiatus. Why??
O B S-.-
AHHHHHH. I'm like not looking forward to it?]: Because...

1) I, do NOT want to get DARKER.
2) I, kind of just strained my ankle-.-
3) I, am LAZY to pack!
4) I, do not wish to not bathe for a day[ eww?=.=]
5) hmmm...?[:

yeah. BAAAA.
imissyou]:

Digital love- Daft Punk
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?

booo. Green and red in da house.

COCONUT and I<3

COCONUT blindfolded-.-

COCONUT and BALDING PRINCESS awaiting..

Netballers!!<3

CATdebz and I<3

NATTY and I<3

GECKO and I<3

IN THE TOILET-.-

In the HALL after concert...

CHARLENEEE and I<3

CHINESE NEW YEARRRR= ANG BAO=MONEY=RICH.
NOT.

I don't get my angbao money manz.

ANYWAY. I think this year's CNY's so different from the other years,really. Firstly, I didn't feel the atmosphere at all for this year. Secondly, I kind of spent it in a different way?

Went to bishan at 12 plus, later than past years. And then, stonned for freakin long, until my cousins finally came, one at 1plus and the other...well 4plus-.- But hey I was "making money"! Haha 21 point rocks!! Played with my family..Its kind of like a traditional game that has been carried out since long long ago. Yeap and I won twenty over bucks!Woots. Til night, we were bored.JieHui slept through all the way to dinnertime. LouHeiLouHei!![:

After dinner, JieHui, KorXiang and I went out, to KBOX!Haven't been there in forever. And the best thing, we were kinda trying our luck because we didn't know if it was actually open ahha. So yeah we got there and everything..And YES it was OPEN. And best still, it was open FROM 9pm onwards-.- We are lucky!We stayed there, from NINE to FOUR in the morning. YES FOUR. Haha we literally ran out of songs to sing-.- So fine we got out of the place, and went to7-11 to..BUY ICE CREAM. Ohman it was four AM and we went to buy icecream to eat-.- And it was kinda scary to me cos there were groups of people who looked SO intimidating-.- heh. We wanted to cab back, but.

THERE WAS NO CAB!

Ohman it sucks. We walked and walked all the way to err this Fragrance Hotel, and we saw, well, afew couples along the street fighting with us for taxi-.- I was thinking to myself, "They finish their BUSINESS and go home at 4-.-" HEH.
ANYWAY we couldn wait any longer, we called a cab. When our cab came, there was this lady who almost wanted to take it, but luckily the taxi driver knew that there was a guy amongst us, and yey.

Got back to their house at like 5-.- Moonstone lane yo. Sounds so harrypotter-ish. Haha. And by the time we all finished settling down, it was 6am. Waaa and I chatted with JieHui til 7 in the dark, well it got brighter and brighter haha. Woke at 1plussssssss :X It was kinda funny, I forgot where I was for a moment, then I turned around and saw Jie-.- heh.

Yeap and we lazed in the house for damn longgg. She didn't go bishan todayyy]: So it was just us...ah well.

Chinese new year's gonna be over in awhile, and I don't really give a damn for it..I want it to be over fast man. But thats also bad, because damn it OBS is next week. AHHH.

After Epic Movie[ Han was there tooo]

Pose!!<3

LOOSETURN<3<3

Choong and Cheong<3

Cheong and I<3

THE GRASS GANG!!<3

Thampie and I<3

3GRRRRR.

GRASSGANGGRASSGANG

Choong and I<3

Cole and I<3

Vel and I<3

hmm. NINE NINJAS?*some missing*<3<3

I think CNY in school's COOL.
NOT the concert, NOT the teachers nothing.
Its just that..atmosphere all around us?Our friends and everything.
Yeap yeap. ANYWAY. We had CNY celebrations today, and lala we had nothing to do before the concert. It was like, activities sessions? Whatever man. We spent all the time taking spastic photos and what not. Haha. The Grass Gang!x) During the concert, I was almost bored to death-.- I am not anyone who can appreciate these sort of stuff, so..mmhmm.

Yeah after that concert was another round of photos, photos, and MORE photos-.-And the netballers all went out yo! We went to PS, played arcade for less than 15 min, and went to meet the rest of them, XM,Lailing and subha. We also saw some SC sec 4s playing ddr ahhaa. It was a surprise birthday celebration for XM and Jea!haha and we blindfolded them. XM thought I was Gek-.- and kept on talking and talking.HAHA. It was so comical because no one was actually replying her. Until we got the cake and placed it in front of Jea and XM, they were "in the dark". hahaha. Oh yey we sang a bdae song, and damn got scolded by the people there for being too noisy. Like cmon man, its CNY!haha.

Anyway after that was LUNCH. Pastamania!Gek and I wandered off to see phones, and didn't know that they already got a seat in Pasta-.- ohman. Yeah it was so cool yo, it kinda felt like a netball outing x)

After that we split up..Gek and Han went to the arcade downstairs, whilst Jea, Deb and I went to the top level's arcade. Guess for what. D D R. Haven't played in SO long!
So fun so fun. We went to look for them at the downstairs arcade, and played daytona and this fb(dunno what) challenge. Han and Jea played that, I was falling asleep watching them play-.- It was 28 laps. 28!omg. And the track was so boring..baa.When we were playing daytona, deb got this machine..that DIDN have a WHEEL. HAHA. It was super funny and she drove with the pathetic little knob that was left haha.Ohman.

Yeah than I went home, changed, waited for Hannnnn to come, and left house again. We were SOOO freakin early!Dinner was at 7plus, we reached J8 at 6plus-.- For ONCE I was early!haha. Yeah so went shopping with Han for her CNY clothings, and yey she got another shirt and skirt!whoots. Waited for them to come, and VEL's the BEST.

Okay. We couldn decide on where to eat, so we went to food court, but no space so she said to go down. She wanted swensens, but also no space. So secret recipe. When we got there, she said she wanted to go "the other side". When we were walking past Yoshi, she looked INTENTLY-.- So we went to deli, SAT DOWN AND HAD THE MENU. She said, "Can we eat Mos?" WAAA. Okay fine so we went Mos..blablabla. She was the only one who ate there-.- Choong Han and I went to Yoshi to eat, and well, Vel just had to tag along ahha. So stupid lah!And she was making me play this..MA TONG game whatever it was. HAHA. And you should see choong and Vel play man. SUPER FUNNY.

After that Cheong joined us, and we went to watch EPIC movie.
do NOT watch EPIC MOVIE. OMG it was SO stupid!!!!9.50 for that show wth la. But it was quite funny lah, and Promiscious Girl kept playing!I love that song hahahaa. Sick show sick show-.-After that..well. We hung around for awhile, took some stupid photos in front of 7-11 and bla.


okay yeap.
HAPPY CNY PEEOPLE!!!!<3<3

I am SO done with studying freakin Geog.
Been mugging that subject for the whole weekend!argh. AND I'm TIRED.
One WHOLE chapter on Tectonic Plates?And I have to actually memorise the whole of the textbook.KILLER.

Lets see:

The Earth's crust, together with the most rigid upper part of the mantle, is broken into pieces called the plate tectonics.

There are 7 major plates.

The process whereby the plates are being moved by convection currents is called plate movement.

The force that brings about the motion of the crustal plates is the tremendous heat found in the Earth's interior. The heat causes the mantle to melt and becomes molten rock known as magma. As the magma is being heated, it expands, rises and generates convection currents, causing the plates to move away from each other.

Divergent plate movement is the process where the plates are pushed apart from each other by convection currents.

Convergent plate movement is the process where the plates are pulled together by forces of compression.

Transform plate movement is the lateral movement of the plates as they slide past each other.

Oh yey. If I type anymore my blog would be my geog revision place. uhhuh.

Okay so anyway today's a boring day, again as usual.
I shall not go any further with elaborating on it. Church, Dance, Bishan, Home. BORING DAY.

I can't wait for alot of things to happen. Yeyness.

I'm falling even more in love with you;
Letting go of all I've held on to.
I'm standing here until you make me move.
Just hanging by a moment here with you.

I JUST CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN AGAIN-.-
HEHEHH.
SO FUN.
AND I'M NOT EVEN UPDATING IT.

so cool.
Anyway since I'm like here, I shall do a short update about, uhumm my happenings-.-

1) TESTS.And officially, they suck.
Seriously. It was mad. We had like, 4 tests in a week?I feel as though I've lost the life in me, just burying my damn head into books books and MORE books.

2) NETBALL COMPETITION[its over-.-]
Yeah, its sad I know. We lost to IJ, with quite a far bit of margin. I guess, this is yet another lesson to us.GO SCNETBALL[:We'll not give up for year2008.

3) STUDY. Literally.Its MADNESS.
ARGHHGHHHHHHH*text missing*

4) VDAY!<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >5) CNY!
I heard this year's celebration in school's gonna be..weird or boring?I hope not. And netballers are going out YEY.[:

I guess thats about it? Yeah and thats the precise reason why I ain't interested in blogging no more. My life is dead boring. Haha. And it really isn't my fault!:X

I woke at 12 today, went to tuition as per normal, and went to study with Cheong at serene after that. Seriously, I think serene's like the hangout place for alot of people. We met Debra, Katrina and Felicia!Yeah my ex-senior, and I didn't exactly dare to say hi until she actually came up to me-.- oops. Yeah anyway we were studying geog, and blayadablabla. I spilt her icemilo :S hehheh oops.

Had reunion dinner with my mother's side today, and its like..normal-.- We just simply went to a restaurant that we patronise every year and had our dinner there. My small cousins' were playing with their tongues, and I realise. The smallest cousin, Janssen, has a freakin LONG tongue. His tongue can almost touch his nose, and touch his chin. And yet he's such a small-sized little kid. Ohman. Its so long its scary ahaha.

Yeah and my uncle taught me some simple guitar pieces after we came back to our house. And now I'm officially tired so I shall retire for the day for later of the day. Nevermind I don't understand what I'm typing and I don't think anyone would ahha.
ilu

Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
And there's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend ah ah
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holdin' on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say

Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly

Okay so we beat Bishan Park.
YEY.It wasn't a very good win..and though I kinda played like shit..but still.
GO SCNETBALL.
I know we can still do this!

We've got 2 more schools.
We'll play our best, no matter what the outcome is.
Because all we need to know is that we are working as a team, together.
Team is power[:

I think nowadays we are so overloaded with homework. Serious! Everyday there will be new assignments, new project work, new homework-.- argh.

hehheh.I'm lazy to blog.yawn.

I'm sorry.
Sorry seniors.
It was our fault that we were late. We were too playful to take note of the timing. Our fault.. :X

We had 2 talks. One with Puva, one with our ex-seniors, Marcia's batch. And it really impacted hard on me. That was it. That was the game. The game we blew off with our own mistakes, own complacency, our own wrongdoing. We could have done it. We really could. But we did not take it that seriously. As what Marcia said, do we REALLY want the game? do we REALLY want it? I really think twice about that. The whole team. I don't think the loss of this game is really anyone's fault on court. We all make mistakes. But on the other hand, it was wrong on our part not to be punctual. We should have been more mentally prepared for a crucial game like this. What the fuck were we thinking about, Concentration?Bread?None of us really bothered.What the Fuck.

Puva sounded as though she has given up on us. I don't see why she should believe in us anymore. We've let her down too many times. When she was giving us the talk, Gek broke down. I can truly understand how she felt at that point of time. They are thinking of scraping netball. Because? We didn't have results for the past years, and this year has just gone down. But the thought of it being scraped sucks. Especially for people like us who have played netball for the longest time, the feeling of stopping us from it sucks. After that, our seniors had another talk with us. That was worse for me. I really couldn't take it anymore. That was the first time I heard Marcia actually shouting at us. I could see the disappointment in them, how high their hopes were for us. Yet, we let them down terribly by producing this kind of shit game we played. As they were talking to us, many of us teared. It was just..too painful. Our sec 4s. It was their "end". 4 years of playing netball in SC, and everything goes down the drain just like that? It hurts. I feel for them. And having played in SC for 3 years, I can feel how they felt. The feeling of..uselessness. As though you've done so much for nothing. Nothing was achieved. Sucks. As for the sec 3s, I hope we will really take this experience as a lifelong lesson and not to repeat the same mistake again. Wan Ping was on the verge of tears. She was saying how we could have done it. Yet, we didn't. I feel really bad for us and them. They've worked so hard to try and maintain SCnetball, and here we are, treating as though its of no importance. That is WRONG. To me, My passion is Netball. Netball is everything to me. I've played it for the longest time, I love netball. More than studies. I've learnt more in netball than I have in stupid lifeless books. Probably thats why I felt it so hard when they said they might scrape netball? Ouch. As we ended the talk, Marcia suggestes a "SCNETBALL WHOOSH" thing. I couldn't take it..it really hurts to see how our seniors are encouraging us on however disappointed they were.

We still have 3 more games. Bishan Park, Queenstown and IJ TP.
We will take these teams, together as a netball team.
we will not give up.

SCNETBALL.

WE DARE.
FOR LOVE OF THE GAME.
CATCH THE FIRE.

I haven't been in the mood of blogging..Homework and schoolwork's been crazy these days. All the stupid math, and science, and geog, and blabla whatever shit..Its CRAZYY.

And guess what.
NETBALL COMPETITION'S NEXT WEEK. omgomg. I totally do NOT feel prepared at all, whether is it mentally or physically. I'm serious. Nowadays when I play on court, I feel as though I'm at a loss of what to do. Ohman. I really hope we'll pass through the first round.

SCNETBALL SHOULDN REMAIN UNPLACED.
i hope[:

WE DARE.
FOR LOVE OF THE GAME.
CATCH THE FIRE.

Everything may seem so mediocre
Through all it shows on the outside
But deep within the core lays the truth
An endearing longing, a burning desire for.
Fiery strikes burns thoroughly deep
A heart of flame, hard to concede
Creeping under the covers came the tides
Tides that cleared all thats beyond
Leaving only the new, awakened heart of warmth
With ice and fire, the irony of it
Embraced together evolved a fantasy
Something above the atmosphere,
A feeling never acheived by mankind
Yet, it came upon beings in a bolt
Realisation shocked them in a jolt
Surrendering to the love that showered
A never turning back journey towards the
Love that felt as though it never did hurt.

Kinda like don't ask me what I'm typing? I have ABSOLUTELY no idea-.-
yeap.

I LOVE THE BAND PEOPLE.
CHEONGSAMMMM<3<3<3
THAMPIE<3<3
HONKYY<3<3
PHUA<3<3 this girl wasn't here]:

I JUST CHANGED ANOTHER BLOGSKIN.
YEYness.
BUTBUTBUT. There seems to be some spelling error.

LOOK. DAIRY.
dAiry. Its DIARY!!!

haha okay okay stop getting all hyped up over a stupid spelling.
I seriously think I'm HYPER now-.-
Actually not really, I'm rather pathetically tired, but trying to make myself hyper to keep awake[: ZZZZZZZZ.

Spent today boringly-.- Except that I got my new training shoes YEYYY. Its GREY and GREEN. cool right???HAHA. I don't think so. You can't think its cool, cos its HOT. AHH nvmnvm I'm crapping like mad.

DDR-ed with Jea at PS, and really, she's the best DDR partner.heh heh. Believe or not, we only started playing
like about 1 and a half months ago? And from beginner level. Now we're STANDARD!!heh yey achievement!! Okay its not but nevermind PRETEND it is[:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CHEONGSAM AND THAMPIE<3<3
BOTH OF YOU ARE 15!! OLD PEOPLE HAHA.

Anyway. Met the band this morning!!And freakk we all had to wake like SUPER early to meet-.-We were SUPPOSED to meet at 9, but well, as usual, we were..LATE[: Thampie was the latest!Stupid girll. Honky was like.."I sat here for half hour!"hehheh. We met at Ya Kun, thanks to Honky. Ordered the Kaya Toast thingy, and I treated Thampie!
Spent a great deal of time crapping, and waiting for MISS thampie to finish her food. Seriously, she's SUPER DAMN SLOW. RIGHT thampie? x)heh. Honky was making weird jokes-.-''

She had to go off after that-.-

We went up to Cine's "couches" to seat, and apparently there was this RETARDED Nokia camera thingy there. We spent HOW LONG trying to get the camera to work, but it only got my head-.- LOL. We kinda gave up after awhile, and went to the arcade x)x) DDR. hehhheh and OHMAN. Watching thampie and cheongsam do is FREAKIN FUNNY. FUNNYYYY. hahah.

Went to PS to look at thampie's phone wrap, and went to ARCADE again. I just SIMPLY LOVE the arcade, because the DDR there ROCKS. hehhheh. Ohoh we met Sam and Debz. I played one round with Debz..[:

Went for tuition after that, and we miraculously got a free cornetto. HAHA.
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ORIENTATION today.
We were so crappy for the whole day today haha. Serious! All of us left class at 12? And settled everything...whoots. We shared the upstairs courts with the bballers. And we're COOLER than THEM! We were smart enough to take down everything before slacking, whilst THEY slept and forgot to take down their posters-.- heh. But orientation was quite fine overall I guess. Han and I kept disturbing the bballers, esp nic and cheong when they were talking. heh heh. We gave our sec 1s sweets!x)

I don't feel like blogging today. I don't know why.
iwantyou.

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